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[j ( 0 / 10lbs ) @jhasrelapsed]

edtwt intro💭

josephine isabelle
nineteen she/her 5’7
diagnosed ana-br
hw 205 cw 180 lw 104 ugw 100
american college student
disordered for 10yrs
in sh recovery

pro recovery & ifb!

[j ( 0 / 10lbs ) @jhasrelapsed]

hey guys im starting over 😋 im officially done with my BED and i want a fresh start. i’ll link my new acc in the comments when i make it if anyone caresss

[j ( 0 / 10lbs ) @jhasrelapsed]

someone at a 4th of july party asked me if i was pregnant

[j ( 0 / 10lbs ) @jhasrelapsed]

may 30

i broke my 16 day binge free streak

[j ( 0 / 10lbs ) @jhasrelapsed]

☁️mild may accountability thread🌤️

[j ( 0 / 10lbs ) @jhasrelapsed]

also i didnt do the 75h fast obviously. i only fasted for 24h

[Thea @XiaosThnxspo]

I hate enter on rednote app bc this girl still come back to my fyp, but I can't stop to see her

[⋆˚࿔ addy 𝜗𝜚˚⋆ @babywiings]

what are you according to my views on bmi?

[j ( 0 / 10lbs ) @jhasrelapsed]

@sekitsuiz they honestly would be more focused on the hair on her legs than anything else, i dont think they’d be suspicious

[mimi 🪽 @europathic]

me after catching that sick creature that made me gain weight

[lamina @argenlinda]

Estoy preparando un hilo sobre mí perdida de peso

[j ( 0 / 10lbs ) @jhasrelapsed]

@sixpennywort yeah and it circles back to the point that EDs are not just about vanity. many ppl struggle for the control aspect or sh aspect of an ED. we cannot control how our brains work / how trauma affects us. to say ALL ppl with an ED are incapable of moral reasoning is just plain wrong

[j ( 0 / 10lbs ) @jhasrelapsed]

obviously no hate to the person im rt but i am genuinely terrified that my brain will never fully develop bc ive been starving myself since i was like 10/11 years old

[j ( 0 / 10lbs ) @jhasrelapsed]

i didnt even like myself at my lw so why do i even try?

[j ( 0 / 10lbs ) @jhasrelapsed]

i hate myself with a passion

[j ( 0 / 10lbs ) @jhasrelapsed]

not trying to speak for other ppl but i would cry if someone called me “unique” it just feels so backhanded…