Should I tell him that I like him? I'm just scared that our friendship might be ruined, and other people might know that I'm not straight. I know usual dilemma for a closeted gay guy #gayoldermale#closefriend_special#discreetgay
a romantic relationship. Today I think since I've been single for a long time having a relationship will really make me uncomfortable routine-wise. But currently I'm willing to adjust since I'm mature (I think) and willing to pursue this space.
For the past years I've been ok for being single since I can do whatever I want without restrictions. But lately (at 36 years old) I felt that I need someone who I can share my accomplishments and heartaches. I had my relationship before but back then Im not comfortable to have