the last time i wrote anything was like 3 months ago?? and it strangled me to death and i tried so hard pushing off the limits and poured everything just to write those damn 8k words out.. it shouldn’t have made me felt that way but it kind of did
always thinking i was capable of creating shits from my fcking delulu and dreams but hell yeah here we are here goes nothing i keep trying and fail to impress myself and the blank pages just continuously mocking through google doc
when you’re being stressed af but pretend not to be and just dgaf about it, then you realize one day that the only reason preventing you from writing is yourself