i don't like dealing with people who make me feel like i'm losing my mind trying to get them to understand how i feel... i don't like having to keep shit bottled up inside... i don't like feeling like my feelings don't matter... i can't deal w anyone who makes me feel like that.
nobody really talks about how hard it is to navigate relationships when you’ve never been loved properly. the way you can either cling to someone no matter how unhealthy they are for you or, in my case, the way you’ll push them away because you’re terrified of the idea of someone
I'm not used to being loved right. I fear
abandonment & that's why I
unintentionally push people away. but
I'm healing & someday, I'm going to
give you a love that'll be better than
anything before it
Heartbroken over the passing of SEP wrestling alumni Eli Reed. Very grateful to have had him in our room recently, to have him speak to our wrestlers, and to see his growth.
Our condolences to the Reed family, friends, and teammates (on and off the mat).