alexis

a wallflower

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hoping for them to bleed in agony from the taste of the cruel reality and realize how many times one has to face death to survive.

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but the idea of detachment of one’s self from the crooked field of hypocrisy will always remain both a curse and a blessing.

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and how would they grasp the idea of being forsaken, abandoned, and neglected? the disgust and resentment one has felt would never be on par with the way these imbeciles entertain themselves with the thought of other’s despair and agony.

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being forsaken offers solitude. keeping one’s self unharmed from the futile jeopardy of the battlefield.

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and the darkness felt surreal once more. it was as soft and as comforting as the clouds above. lying beneath it— pondering how the world spins faster than I once thought it should be.

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@Jims_Jimini @raccoonesthetic of course. the racoon is you

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@Jims_Jimini @raccoonesthetic

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@Jims_Jimini @Catsillyness paano mo malalaman kung hindi mo pa ko binibigyan? hay nako James

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above the clouds, floating and keeping the disposition. it is rather difficult to keep one’s self steady— despising the turbulence and simply wishing to not tremble in diffidence once more

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@Jims_Jimini @LaCienegaBlvdss right… pedro

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@Jims_Jimini @ShouldHaveCat

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the conjecture and covet. put it in flames and use its remains to conceal one’s psyche.

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getting the gist of it— and it’s not the wonderland. it is that field of green grass and daffodils in it.

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@Jims_Jimini

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t’was green… my kind of green

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letting one’s self be lost into the unknown— and if the unknown is this serene, to flee from it is foolish.

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peeking through the kaleidoscope of glitters and rainbows— praying to not get blinded by its sparkle and colors

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@Jims_Jimini @ShouldHaveCat IS THAT A CAT? YES, THAT’S A CAT