“i need to look skinny”
“i need to look put together”
“i need to have good grades”
“i need to make people proud
“i need to succeed”
remembering im only 15
I got diagnosed with a gluten allergy and i have to cut out gluten and it made my binges go from 4k calories to 2k calories (its still awful but its because ive been so stressed with school). Also gluten free shit is always less in calories