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thingy who is going to be okay ✦ tw ed 22yo

[reverie @jinzouenemy_]

At what point do i jst kill myself genuinely. I hate how i look rn. I was chill i was lowkey feeling recovered or smth but its not recovery rly i guess? I only rly dgaf as long as i look good even if its not skinny… does tht count as progress? I still stress starve n shit tho

[reverie @jinzouenemy_]

Jst saw how much weight ive gained working overtime at my office job and also going to classes and shit. GENUINELY humiliated. And i have to go to a party this weekend and have been entirely unable to lock in cuz i cant get out of a single responsibility

[miso❀ @miso__so]

Restful

[reverie @jinzouenemy_]

I do want to stop having eating issues cuz i cant enjoy my life properly but like. My goals are still my goals and ill never feel like im able to rest until i reach the finish line i set. Sooo embarrassing

[reverie @jinzouenemy_]

Its not a condition of all people w restrictive disorders but im just shocked by the irresponsible behavior of certain individuals. Genuinely what do u offer to the conversation that mainstream media already doesnt. Dont waste your efforts

[reverie @jinzouenemy_]

I hate seeing a popular edtwt acc in the replies of a normal twitter discussion like what r u actually thinking. Please up ur intake ur fucking embarrassing me bruh.

[reverie @jinzouenemy_]

And yet these people only preach to others about the risks of fatness and not also the risks from low bf? During a time where people are losing drastic weight left and right thanks to weight loss drugs, what are u accomplishing? What fight are u fighting? Or are u just ill?

[fl_zj @moimongbongto]

"a kiss before you forget me"

[reverie @jinzouenemy_]

Need to be doing hot girl shit not lazy depressed girl shit this is NOT me

[Nate Holdren @n_hold]

recently a colleague brought up that they've been struggling w/ burnout and needed to vent. in the process they said it's been so long that their burnout feels more like a chronic condition to manage than anything reversible. I'm gonna be thinking about that for a while. bleak.

[eves 🦢 @laseinlasein]

many of y'all want to bring back 2000s otaku culture so badly w all these aesthetic baits but then turn around and reject the very principles that held that culture in tact.. you guys have neither the heart nor the stomach for it

[reverie @jinzouenemy_]

I hate the drawing im working on sm bruh

[reverie @jinzouenemy_]

@yeonorexic I suppose i get it, when im in good moods i do tht w art

[jaxonloid @jaxonloid]

This goes hard

[🇧🇷 traffic car | rin's hawk ♡ @kitsunecar]

not matching your favorite character's aesthetic AT ALL feels like this