citlaliโs lameness is the point.
the mastery that makes her cool to us is meaningless to her. genuine connection brings her grief. she feels nothing when the nightlord appears to her for the 1627th time.
the only joys that move her are shallow. sheโs a nihilist and a hedonist.
fnc be like what if we took our most popular group and didnโt secure any award shows for them gave them their worst haircuts and concepts since debut to make everyone nostalgic over sad song era and also didnโt dress them well for the few performances they do have
update on this at least my right foot is now a pro at walking with heels because I've been on my tiptoes to avoid pressing the very painful wound down on the ground