alpha undergrad who is /obsessed/ with their much older omega professor, the kind whose scent is faint and distant and years removed from their last heat, who /always/ goes to office hours and tries to flirt to no avail.
the professor always gently redirects. it makes them a +
so.. voila. hg met maman, stayed at an airbnb and well.. fucked. yes fucked. so im back at blr 12th july again. i cried, i cried for three days. at how maman wasnt holding me, how he took his time to get used to me around, at how i fell in love with him, and im scared he will+
last again.. i so wanted to get back on the platform and run to him and say pls take me. because i cant, i cried so long for someone who was abt to go meet his ex. next. they wud hv kissed, made out, even had sex but who knows and what else even. i miss him still, fuck it hurts+