Jungwon wrote this while going through a very hard time last year. He poured his feelings onto it and gave it to us as a gift but I have only seen Edens give it the recognition it deserves after its release. Engenes forgot about it on day 2 #sadfact
god forbid a girl is mourning the meaning and importance of enhypen just getting rebranded on a random tuesday, why is my feelings always disregarded and i have to move on quickly or i need to leave the fandom. empathy is really nonexistent here
Can this all just end? I'm tired of being strong. Ik, fangirling should be fun, but all I'm doing is crying for our situation. It's really exhausting. It affected me too much. I missed my 2025 fangirling era, that's all.
it’s so sad to see how so many engenes’s mental health is being affected by all these changes. i was reading comments on my insta and the way this company has completely damaged the fandom, not only its unity but also every individual’s mental health. being a fangirl is supposed to be fun but the pressure we are all going through has become almost unbearable and those who continue to dismiss all of this and say “it’s just kpop” etc are just lacking some empathy.
some of us are in fact attached, not necessarily in a bad way, but you have no idea what enhypen means to some engenes, you don’t know what every engene has gone through and if enhypen has helped them in some way. dismissing people’s feelings is a lack of empathy. i feel so sad for all of those who feel overwhelmed by the simple fact of being an engene cause being an engene should be the one thing that makes us all happy.
to me personally, becoming an engene is the best thing that ever happened to me, i don’t regret it, if i went back im time while knowing all of this i would still choose to become an engene. and even now, feeling the way i feel and with everything going on i wanna stay with enhypen <3
im afraid that enhypen won't feel like enhypen again, and i don't know if anyone understands that. enhypen is the enhypen that we knew for years only if its seven.