for years i thought it was something that only happened to me. i felt so dirty, like a slut, a promiscuous child. i was 12, it happened twice, both times in my house. he was my classmate, we were "playing". i didn't feel comfortable but also i kinda enjoy it. i felt so gross
such a complex feeling. it wasn't until 2 years ago that i found out it has its own therm. cocsa. now that has a name. always has this name. it didn't happen just to me. unfortunately.