grief is probably one of the worst emotions to deal with cos it does not matter what you do or how much you try to heal, that person is gone and they’re not coming back. and that realization is gonna knock the wind outta ya every time.
Grief is so fucked up bc you’ll be okay for a week and then one day everything feels brand new again, no matter how busy you are, no matter who you’re with or where you may be -when it hits you you have no choice but to feel and release, grief is the worst love cycle of them all