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[Jim @jmmbarlow]

Progress photos are a game changer; seeing where you started vs. where you are now is so motivating and reminds you that every small win counts 📸

[Chace Chambers @ChamberofFit]

People will walk 4,000 steps per day. Stay up binging Netflix every night. Spend 97% of their time indoors. Rarely exercise. Eat mostly processed, fake food. And proceed to wonder why they feel like shit mentally & physically. It’s not rocket science. Fix your habits.

[Jim @jmmbarlow]

70 Degrees in late October when you're trying to layer up for a cold-weather run is genuinely disorienting

[BEEF @chibeefish]

I love this weather just as much as everyone else, but it definitely should not be 70 degrees in late October.

[baby j. @jaytovah_]

💙🥶🥰

[ob @objaxn]

One day yall will antagonize the wrong person, and they will kill you.

[💯 R Ø D N Ξ Y R Ξ M I X @RodneyRemix]

THE LITTLE BOY IN THE MIRROR

I can remember being four years old and already being fascinated by men with powerful, muscular physiques.

Even then, I dreamed of someday growing up to look something like them.

I had no idea that childhood dream would stay with me for more than sixty years.

Growing up wasn't particularly easy. Some of the people I most depended upon for love and acceptance instead made me feel that I was never quite good enough. Their words became the voice with which I would judge myself for much of my life.

And school did little to change that perception. I wasn't particularly athletic, handsome, or one of the kids everyone noticed. While the brighter stars among my classmates seemed to shine effortlessly, I mostly disappeared into the background, feeling increasingly invisible.

I wasn't necessarily mistreated. I simply wasn't noticed. And when you already believe you're not quite good enough, being overlooked can feel like confirmation that you were right all along.

I spent much of my youth feeling that I somehow fell short of what I was supposed to be.

And those feelings followed me into adulthood.

It's remarkable how the things we experience when we're young can shape the way we see ourselves for the rest of our lives.

Eventually, you don't need anyone else to criticize you.

You've become quite accomplished at doing it yourself.

But that little boy's dream never disappeared.

Life simply carried me along. Years became decades, and eventually the possibility of ever achieving that dream seemed increasingly remote.

In 2022, I turned 65. By then, I weighed almost 240 pounds, my health had deteriorated terribly, and nearly every health marker was pointing in the wrong direction.

I needed a CPAP machine and supplemental oxygen just to breathe properly at night. And it seemed that before the medications I was taking could address one health problem, another would come along to take its place.

Then something changed.

I decided I'd had enough.

I completely changed my diet, began exercising and losing weight, and eventually started lifting seriously, learning everything I could about building muscle.

What started as an effort to improve my health became something far more meaningful.

For the first time in my life, I was pursuing the dream I'd carried since childhood.

And slowly, my body began to change.

Now, at 69, something happens occasionally when I'm training that I'm still learning how to handle.

I'll catch my reflection in the gym mirror and notice the development in my shoulders, my arms, or my chest.

And sometimes I have to stop and look.

Because, for the first time in my life, I'm beginning to see glimpses of the muscular man I've dreamed of becoming for more than sixty years.

And lately, there have been moments when the emotions are almost overwhelming.

Part of it is happiness.

My God. That's actually me.

Part of it is regret.

Why couldn't I have experienced this when I was young? What might I have accomplished if I'd started decades earlier?

And part of it is fear.

Will I have enough time left to become everything I still dream of being?

Wonder. Regret. Fear.

All arriving together in front of that mirror.

I know I'll never achieve the development of the extraordinary bodybuilders I admire. But knowing that doesn't diminish my desire to keep trying.

I still want more muscle, bigger arms, broader shoulders, and a physique that reflects everything I'm capable of becoming.

And perhaps I always will.

But lately I've begun wondering whether I've spent too much of my life measuring myself against what I haven't achieved instead of appreciating what I have.

Perhaps that little boy who dreamed of becoming strong and muscular would be astonished to see what he's finally accomplishing at 69.

And perhaps I owe it to him to take a little pride in that.

I can't go back and give myself a different childhood.

I can't reclaim the decades that have passed.

And I can't know how much further this journey will take me.

But I can keep going.

And maybe I can learn to appreciate the man I'm becoming without constantly reminding myself how far I still have to go.

Because the little boy never stopped dreaming.

And the old man never stopped trying.

Sometimes I look into that gym mirror and struggle to hold back tears.

Not because I'm disappointed in what I see.

But because, after more than sixty years, I'm finally beginning to see something I've wanted since I was a little boy.

And more than anything, I wish I could reach back across those sixty-five years and tell that little boy that his dream wasn't foolish.

It was simply going to take a lifetime to begin coming true.

[BEEF @chibeefish]

I love this weather just as much as everyone else, but it definitely should not be 70 degrees in late October.

[baby j. @jaytovah_]

i miss this part of living in LA .

[ob @objaxn]

They fucked her husband down to the ground and she’s losing it😭😭😭😭😭

[Jim @jmmbarlow]

Tracking your waist measurement once a week tells you more about your actual progress than stepping on the scale every morning.

[💯 R Ø D N Ξ Y R Ξ M I X @RodneyRemix]

Same old gym. Same restless old man.

Down from 185 to 176 on this cut, and I’m starting to feel like a stiff breeze might blow what’s left of me into the next county. 😂

Still chasing something I can’t quite name. I hope I know it when I catch it.

The funny thing is, I’m beginning to suspect the chase was never really about catching it.

[Jim @jmmbarlow]

Considering different approaches to dosing can really affect your results in the gym. It's worth rethinking your strategy?

[Chace Chambers @ChamberofFit]

My thoughts on creatine dosing

[💯 R Ø D N Ξ Y R Ξ M I X @RodneyRemix]

Regan Grimes

[Jim @jmmbarlow]

strong form is key here, love how focused this guy looks while pushing through a tough set

#workout #gym #intensity

[Jim @jmmbarlow]

Spot this statue flexing like a champ, and yeah, there's a pigeon too

#statue

[Jim @jmmbarlow]

@jaytovah_ Prayers for them both then

[ob @objaxn]

Monaleo really said “having mo bills than Alabama state” man…. A rapper!