nene 𓆩♡𓆪

-18 dni - she/her

[nene 𓆩♡𓆪 @jmnspo]

thinspo that makes me wanna st4rve until i disintegrate <3

#edtwt #thinspo #thinsp0 #bonespo #bonesp0

[nene 𓆩♡𓆪 @jmnspo]

@evelndoll @/sugrblushh sur insta ! les press ons sont à 35€

[nene 𓆩♡𓆪 @jmnspo]

i ruin everything, everytime
rushing into mens affection even though they trest me like an object
but it still ease the pain
for a moment

[nene 𓆩♡𓆪 @jmnspo]

i js want everything to stop, i jst feel it deep inside.. i dont wanna live and experience more of this suffering

[nene 𓆩♡𓆪 @jmnspo]

i js feel like throwing up bc im so anxious

[nene 𓆩♡𓆪 @jmnspo]

the thought of being alive is so hard to bear

[nene 𓆩♡𓆪 @jmnspo]

why do i feel so empty
it's like my heart is being crushed into so many pieces
i dont think i will make it after this first months

[nene 𓆩♡𓆪 @jmnspo]

,, embarrassing

[nene 𓆩♡𓆪 @jmnspo]

dec entries

[nene 𓆩♡𓆪 @jmnspo]

4.12 15h03

[nene 𓆩♡𓆪 @jmnspo]

this made me so sad

[nene 𓆩♡𓆪 @jmnspo]

he was looking at me with so much pity it really hurted me. i feel like shit right now cus that was so intrusive and at the same time i was thinking like why would it be worth it? to live for another month, year, decade..? id still be the same person

[nene 𓆩♡𓆪 @jmnspo]

he read my journal while i was away and when i got back, said to me: "life is worth living, you can be loved and you dont have to blame yourself for every little thing. I wish I knew what made such a beautiful person become convinced you dont have the right to be happy"

[nene 𓆩♡𓆪 @jmnspo]

@rxdoIl cc

[nene 𓆩♡𓆪 @jmnspo]

@G0rlyz t'es un 12/10

[nene 𓆩♡𓆪 @jmnspo]

@nsxxxAe @w9zz7s ??

[nene 𓆩♡𓆪 @jmnspo]

@w9zz7s tu peux pas me faire tomber amoureuse de toi et me laisser comme ça sans explications je supporterais pas ça pitié je suis pas assez forte pour ça

[nene 𓆩♡𓆪 @jmnspo]

@w9zz7s qu'est-ce que j'ai fait ??

[nene 𓆩♡𓆪 @jmnspo]

@w9zz7s je t'en supplie ne m'abandonne pas comme ça 😞

[nene 𓆩♡𓆪 @jmnspo]

i think it's okay in the end that I suffer that much, like ive settled down to think it's all ok because it wont be for too long... im not planning on living until 21, this life is so wrong