Like when it's 3am and it's so quiet and realizing that my kids are growing up, making friends, realizing their small dreams and I have no one in the end.
It's really lonely being alone, but thinking about somehow messing up my peace if I get into a relationship is something I don't wanna risk. I already love my life right now, just me, my kids and my job. The loneliness just gets to me sometimes ๐ฅน