I actually hate this time of year the most… I swear I always get physically poorly at this time of year too… bloody hate grief… 😢 #childloss#grief#grieving#babyloss
Oh so close to the dreaded birth date… when you should be turning 4… you should be going to school, running around, giving me the side eye and living your life.
Instead Etta, you are forever 12 weeks old. Oh to have more time💔
#childloss#babyloss#grief#grievingforever
@criminographer@rodgerslee9 EMDR is a life changer, it really helped me, it’s so hard when the good happy memories can’t get through and the traumatic ones take the front row, it’s a tough journey on EMDR, but worth the work. Sending you lots of love x
Just thought I’d ask, but would anybody like to donate a raffle prize to my fundraising event. It’s in memory of my baby girl Etta Grace, we are having a fun day here in West Yorkshire we call it ‘Etta’s green day’. Please get in touch if you’d like to help x 💚💚💚 thank you x
@criminographer I requested Etta’s notes and the ambulance notes had so many errors in, it probably didn’t matter, but it was also her age that was wrong, and they referred to Etta as the parent. I got this changed but it just felt something I shouldn’t need to do x
Sending you love Emily x
@criminographer Oh them letters that come when you’re least expecting it😢 I had a phone call a few days after from the chemist saying her milk was ready to collect… just gets you doesn’t it xx
Sending lots of love x
When someone says they don’t like Christmas don’t reply ‘bah humbug’
Maybe they …
-Miss someone
-Don’t have children to share the magic stuff with
-Are going through hard times
-Can’t celebrate how they want to
-Are grieving someone
-Feel lonely
-Feel pressure to conform
@JonjayNeedham1 I’m gutted for Emily and her family, I’ve been talking to Emily on and off since she lost Alexander, which was around month after I lost my daughter, I’m in shock that this could happen to her again. Gutted so gutted xxx
@criminographer Awwwww no Emily, I can’t believe what I’m reading, this is unimaginable and I have no words….. I just send you love and strength. What a beautiful girl you have lost, I’m devastated for you. XXX