for my fursuit work only, check @b3mascots!
for my personal, check @yaranyarai!
this account won't ever really be updated again, but's staying as an archive.
i think the reality is that i'm not ever going to actively use this account or ever really associate w/the name joecifur again - you can follow me on my long-time personal @yaranyarai if you like! caveat that there's no real furry/fursuit content (except vulpera?) there
waffling once again on combining this account with my actual personal / fandom / game account since the reality is i cannot and will not ever keep up with two separate ones and never remember to post or read here, but also, bluhhhhhhhh people always complain about nonfurry posts
i think the reality is that i'm not ever going to actively use this account or ever really associate w/the name joecifur again - you can follow me on my long-time personal @yaranyarai if you like! caveat that there's no real furry/fursuit content (except vulpera?) there
not to run from or avoid anything, just -- never really felt connected to it from the beginning and it's part of a long tradition of choosing names/characters/branding that i felt like i was 'supposed' to instead of what i actually wanted. so! follow me on yaran instead. 👍
i think the reality is that i'm not ever going to actively use this account or ever really associate w/the name joecifur again - you can follow me on my long-time personal @yaranyarai if you like! caveat that there's no real furry/fursuit content (except vulpera?) there
waffling once again on combining this account with my actual personal / fandom / game account since the reality is i cannot and will not ever keep up with two separate ones and never remember to post or read here, but also, bluhhhhhhhh people always complain about nonfurry posts
i'll probably clear this account eventually but leave it blank so no one can take the name, so you can unfollow this account, too - there's not really going to be anything here. i really haven't liked or felt comfortable with this name or character for like a decade, so. time.
@MidoriGator HHH i know you're right i just have to like get over the mental hurdle of Furry Equals Constant Criticism Over Everything when thats not true bdshghfddh
waffling once again on combining this account with my actual personal / fandom / game account since the reality is i cannot and will not ever keep up with two separate ones and never remember to post or read here, but also, bluhhhhhhhh people always complain about nonfurry posts
also i guess i’m tired of choosing/doing things based on other people’s comments & reactions, or not wanting to be perceived. instead of choosing names or characters or styles i actually like / feel connected to. and my Entire furry presence is things i feel zero connection to 😐
i rly miss having a way to like - engage with furry comm, esp now that cons remain basically off the table, but at this point i've kneejerk kept my actual interests & online presence so separate from my furry one for so long idek how to begin to reconcile it -_-
soooo many bad experiences and the utter lack of connection & distrust just makes it So Hard anymore. even when it's not rational! half of me wants to just completely invent a new presence entirely and start over
@TheMyrrdyn haha thanks 😖💙 i know i don’t Have to, but it’s more just not being comfortable whatsoever interacting with this one and trying to find ways to get rid of the super anxious/distrustful way I feel 🙁
#doggust day 7, Borzoi. Ofc I had to draw our own borzoi Rocka :D I should've drawn her from the side, because it's apparently more difficult than I thought to draw her long snoot from the front.
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MAN ITS BEEN SO LONG SINCE IVE DONE ONE OF THESE HOLY CRAP! Let's give away some art!! <3
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End date: 8-30-21