Johnny Carcinogen

[Johnny Carcinogen @johncarcinogen]

Talked to A for 2 hours. She cried over the phone. FUCK! Why does she always try to suck me back in? Part of me can't stand to be friends.

[Johnny Carcinogen @johncarcinogen]

I will always love A and want to make babies with her. That doesn't mean she's the best person for me. She only wants me when I blow her off

[Johnny Carcinogen @johncarcinogen]

Had a long talk with A last night. She was telling me what she wants out of a relationship.. Blah blah blah.. N and I are going to lunch. :)

[Johnny Carcinogen @johncarcinogen]

A keeps texting me. I responded once or twice. She's just going through another phase. I'm not biting. Its time for her to want me.

[Johnny Carcinogen @johncarcinogen]

A texted me twice tonight. Didn't respond. Called me last night, wanted to talk about her feelings.. I blew her off. She doesn't deserve me.

[Johnny Carcinogen @johncarcinogen]

Decided tonight that A is just a friend.. and N is worth keeping. She's totally in love with me. I think I'm going to be just with her.

[Johnny Carcinogen @johncarcinogen]

Hooked up with old co-worker. God dammit. I need to start making better decisions. Especially when drunk. No more being a slut.

[Johnny Carcinogen @johncarcinogen]

I talked to Crazy last night. She wants to have dinner Sunday. Hopefully she doesn't want to hang out after. I can't stand her negativity.

[Johnny Carcinogen @johncarcinogen]

Fuck! Why am I up so early on a Saturday? Hanging out with N tonight. Thinking about sympathy fucking her. I will totally need a nap today.

[Johnny Carcinogen @johncarcinogen]

Cast of characters: Sindy - One night stand - now a friend. Christian by day, cum slut at night. I love cuddling her a little too much. ;)

[Johnny Carcinogen @johncarcinogen]

Cast of characters: Red - My partner in crime. FWB. Only person on the planet that understands me. We will prob end up murdering each other.

[Johnny Carcinogen @johncarcinogen]

Cast of characters: Crazy - Ex girlfriend that is psycho nuts. Wants to be friends still but likes to act like we are together. Ugly inside.

[Johnny Carcinogen @johncarcinogen]

Cast of characters: EX - My ex wife. Totally in love with me still. Deep down I still love her too. I'm not attracted to her. Sex is awful.

[Johnny Carcinogen @johncarcinogen]

Cast of characters: Dayton Girl (DG) - Total freak. Loves fetish, pain, and rough sex. Married. I have her mind fucked. She worships me.

[Johnny Carcinogen @johncarcinogen]

Cast of characters: A - Love of my life. Best sex ever. I would totally marry her and have babies. She could care less. I'm not a priority.

[Johnny Carcinogen @johncarcinogen]

Cast of characters: N - Girl that thinks she's inlove. I invite her over - we cuddle. Never have sex. Sometimes shes got hygiene probs. Eww

[Johnny Carcinogen @johncarcinogen]

Cast of characters: ONSG - Talked for like a week. We went on a date and ended up slam fucking at my place. Now she's in love.

[Johnny Carcinogen @johncarcinogen]

ONSG has tried to call and text like 5 timed now. :) Her body was nice, her pussy was tight. Her face made me want to stab my eyes out. Haha

[Johnny Carcinogen @johncarcinogen]

Told one night stand girl to fuck off. I can't stand her child like behavior anymore. Drama. Guarantee she still tries to txt me everyday.

[Johnny Carcinogen @johncarcinogen]

Need to spend tonight alone. Supposed to get together with the one night stand girl tomorrow night. I think shes nuts. Gotta ditch her soon.