@kj_fetishmodel I think to be able to get away from it, you have to look ahead, what do you want the most, make it happen. rest assured after your wish is achieved, all past trauma will slowly disappear.
@kj_fetishmodel Fulfilling the soul is very difficult, it will take a long time to get what you expect. btw cheers and hopefully soon you can fill your soul with fun things so you can live a more peaceful and serene life, good luck