Daghan kayo kog what ifs, regrets, maybes.
But if it’s fate, why so early?
I feel like sala jud nako why. And I can’t help but feel so crap. Okay pa sya Monday. What just happened in less than 24 hours?
I am feeling lost since yesterday. I lost my little baby. Just almost 2 years old. Lord, gikuha nimo si Niku April last year, si Pudding this year. Don’t tell me, I will lose another one by April next year?
I can’t help but feel mad. Sorry, but what did I do wrong?
This is what really scares me. When I feel too happy, I know something very sad is coming. Mayg di nalang malipay?
I don’t know what to do with the pain. I can’t get used to the pain of losing my babies. Ngano every year nalang.
We always talked about not getting married. Idk, priorities first and pangarap sa, I think? No matter what our reasons were, we agreed on that one thing. Funny how naa ning tiktok trend na magpakasal na daw tas murag gusto na nuon ko HAHAHAAHAHAHAA trend rani 🙄
It’s never easy when you are new to work, pero grabe ka power among team 😭 willing jud ko mu extend ug pila ka oras na walay payment kay paspas kayo akong improvement and daghan kayo kog new learnings 😭🤟