Daghan kayo kog what ifs, regrets, maybes.
But if itโs fate, why so early?
I feel like sala jud nako why. And I canโt help but feel so crap. Okay pa sya Monday. What just happened in less than 24 hours?
I am feeling lost since yesterday. I lost my little baby. Just almost 2 years old. Lord, gikuha nimo si Niku April last year, si Pudding this year. Donโt tell me, I will lose another one by April next year?
I canโt help but feel mad. Sorry, but what did I do wrong?
This is what really scares me. When I feel too happy, I know something very sad is coming. Mayg di nalang malipay?
I donโt know what to do with the pain. I canโt get used to the pain of losing my babies. Ngano every year nalang.
We always talked about not getting married. Idk, priorities first and pangarap sa, I think? No matter what our reasons were, we agreed on that one thing. Funny how naa ning tiktok trend na magpakasal na daw tas murag gusto na nuon ko HAHAHAAHAHAHAA trend rani ๐
Itโs never easy when you are new to work, pero grabe ka power among team ๐ญ willing jud ko mu extend ug pila ka oras na walay payment kay paspas kayo akong improvement and daghan kayo kog new learnings ๐ญ๐ค