My mental health come before anything. Iโm hangin up phones, declining calls, falling back from friendships and relationships. Whatever I gotta do. If it messes with my peace or got my mind feeling off, Iโm out. Iโm takin care of me first and I hope you on the same type of time.
Unfortunately my last relationship completely changed me. So yes, I DO care about the people in your phone. Yes, I DO care about what you're doing when Iโm not around. Yes, I DO care when you seem even slightly off. Yes, I DO care about things I wished I didnโt. And itโs not because I๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝm insecure, controlling, or trying to make your life difficult. Itโs because I learned the hard way what it feels like to trust someone fullyโฆ and then be broken by them
We canโt date casually. We canโt casually have sex. Thereโs nothing casual about being in my space. Iโm a real lover. There is nothing casual about my intimacy. There is nothing casual about my heart.