I’m making a dumb ass mistake. I’m leading dudes on again. I have no intention of ever messing with G but I loved the things he did to me sexually. I love Drew and I love how he loves me and my family. But the sex is so lame and too infrequent. I want to be choked, slapped, spit
Spit on. I want to be called dirty names and treated like a whore. I want my guy to be aggressive and dominate me. I want him a grab me, to want me but D does none of that. It’s boring af. He doesn’t even make any noise. He doesn’t talk or moan during sex. Most of the time he
I’m now having sex with all of them. Sex with B is still the best. I finally had sex with D but he’s so quiet during sex. Considering the weird noises he makes any other time, I know his moans would be sexy and adorable at the same time. I seem to spend the most time with G.
Out on dates all the time and leaving him at home with Chas. He needs his mommy. I still get the urge to add someone new to the mix. D is thick but his strike game is trash. B is thin but his strike game is amazing. G is small but he’s more dominant. I wish I could just keep
Still no word from S but I’ve decided to just let it be. I’m hurt and I still really miss him but it’s better this way. He obviously doesn’t feel the same way about me. I’ve been online dating and have met a few interesting guys. An older guy named B who sends kind of mechanical
Been on two dates so far. And we talk all day everyday. We’ve had some pretty serious conversations. Drew is the one I like the most. I’m worried about that though. I feel like I’m following my old pattern just with a white guy. It’s why I haven’t stopped dating the other two.
I don’t want to be with someone like this. He’s way too needy. It’s way too much. I think I’ll go back to being single single and let what happens happen. Men are nuts
So I haven’t heard from S since he got to MS. I started getting “serious” with T but I still find him annoying sometimes. I do enjoy talking to him though. But he’s just so needy! I find it hard to deal with how needy he gets. Also…he’s a pretty big dude. I’m not sure how that
I was obviously playing the field…I mean, he’s not wrong but dude…it’s been a week and you spazzed about one cancelled event. Good riddance. T also spazzed out last night. I’d told him I wasn’t feeling well and dude still blew up my phone talking about “he’s worried” no sir