If you’re an anxious person, just do everything for fun. Submit documents for fun. Start a blog for fun. Go to a job interview for fun. ANXIETY FEEDS ON IMPORTANCE. Do not make everything a matter of life and deaťh.
The answer is to always be humiliating. Send that double text. Beg for what you want. I’ve never regretted it other than all of the times that I have really regretted it