JP

✝️/AnimeFreak/GundamOtaku John 14:6
Oahu, Hawaii

[JeNiSe (ジェニス) ن 🍥 @geekyjenise]

Me when I foolishly sin even though God told me not to for obvious reasons but I’m a moron so here we are.

[kira 👾 @kirawontmiss]

Arm wrestler is going viral after letting dad win in front of his daughter 💙

[See @Clearpath__]

Me as a kid watching The Passion of the Christ:

[JeNiSe (ジェニス) ن 🍥 @geekyjenise]

I’m beaming from ear to ear watching this! May the Holy Spirit keep moving in Japan, bringing all those who are lost and hopeless to Him! ❤️

[🦋 @leftunsents]

i just want you to know how much you truly mean to me. you're not just someone i care about, you're someone i carry with me in every thought, every quiet moment, every hope for the future. your presence in my life brings warmth, comfort, and a sense of calm that's hard to put into words. even on your toughest day, please remember that you're never alone. i see your heart, i believe in your strength, and i'll always be here, cheering for you, supporting you, and loving you in every way i can. you matter more than you know

[Urban_Tree✝️🍃 @Urban__Tree]

“All men just have perverted fantasies…”

The average male fantasy:

[Restoring Your Faith in Humanity @HumanityChad]

The gender reveal didn’t go as planned, but the husband turned it into the sweetest moment ever 🥹

[🦋 @leftunsents]

if loving me was so hard and draining, I'm truly sorry for all the weight I added.

i know I'm not the easiest to hold, not the easiest to understand. I regret all of the moments I've made it more difficult for you.
I'm full of flaws and I'm full of contradictions. I'm sorry for the times I've tested you, I'm sorry for the stress I've caused and the exhaustion I've caused you.

Please just know I never meant to cause any of it yet, I hope you see the love I was trying to give you, I'm sorry if loving me felt like a burden.

With that said, I want you to know, even though it was hard I cherished every bit of love you've given me, & I'll always be endlessly grateful for you

[🦋 @leftunsents]

hi,

it’s been months. How have you been? How's life since we stopped talking? I wont lie - I miss you. But I know that missing you isnt enough of a reason to reach out again.

i really hope life is treating you well. I would be so happy if youre truly happy now. Not hearing from you has brought me some peace, but honestly, even though we’re not in touch, youre still in my heart.

i still think about you all the time.
I re-read our old messages. I know I shouldnt, but they remind me of how happy we were, how much you loved me. I still have your pictures, it's the only way I can see your smile now.

[🦋 @leftunsents]

i’m sorry for falling for you. i never meant to, but my heart chose you anyway. i know you'll probably never love me back, and I've accepted that.

I just hope life gives you every happiness you deserve. thank you for making me experience what falling in love truly feels like. I'll
always wish you the very best even if it’s from afar

[🦋 @leftunsents]

I won't lie, I still think about you almost every moment of my day.. I miss you when something good happens, cuz you're the one I want to share it with..
I miss you all the time, but I miss you the most when I lay awake at 3am wondering how and why everything went wrong and what i did.. I want to reach out to you, text you, call you and say I miss you but I can't cuz, l even forgot how to say a hi..

I still remember the first time you texted and how my heart was pounding while the blood rushed into my cheeks.. I got so used to starting my day with your texts that it was hard, when it stopped..
I find myself looking at our old messages and all I can do is question how I ended up here alone without you... All that ever was, all that we ever were, was now a distant memory.

[🦋 @leftunsents]

sometimes i really believe that something is wrong with me. like maybe i was made to be alone. like there's something about me that just keeps people away.

they're always deciding they don't care or they don't care enough. and i'll be a priority for a while. it'll be a good few weeks or months and then one day... one day they decide or they realize it's changed.

they've changed their minds. some tell me. some just disappear and i find out later. at first i thought it would eventually get better. that maybe i was just loving the wrong people.

but i've loved such good such beautiful people. peoples whos hearts and souls left me breathless and in awe. and they even decide to leave. to pull back. i've been told it's not me.

i've been told that "you will never be too much for someone who loves you" but what if i kNoW that they loved me. they just chose not to. or maybe it just wasn't enough to stay.

i want to be enough for someone to stay. i want to be me in all my flaws and good and someone choose to stay and not change their mind. but i think somethings different about me. i think maybe i was made to just be left.

[🦋 @leftunsents]

the worst feeling is when something is killing you inside, and you have to act like you don't care

[🦋 @leftunsents]

realizing the other person has already moved on, while you’re still the only one holding onto those feelings that’s the most painful state of all.
It makes you feel like an absolute stranger in your own life. You realize you were the only one genuinely loving, the only one building, and the only one hurting. while they easily started over with someone else like you were just a placeholder.

[🦋 @leftunsents]

stuck between “i really want to talk to you” and “i need to get over you” is actual emotional whiplash

[​𝐥𝐲𝐫𝐚 @sunnkssdseraph]

Situationships are one of the worst things modern dating normalized. They are just a way for people to enjoy the attention, closeness, and benefits of relationship without giving any real commitment. It is selfish, confusing, and unfair. One person is usually hoping it turns into something real while the other is just enjoying the convenience. It wastes time, creates false hope, and leaves people hurt for no reason.

[yagi @yducknow]

When you realize everything is so expensive and still God hasn’t let you you go hungry, homeless or empty