Be strong for the ones who can’t handle it anymore. Become what you wish you had. Don’t be another statistic be great. If the whole world turns there back on you God still looks at you and smiles.
Clarity will make you seem insane, Because the less you feed into your own ego the more it awakens others. This is why there will never be one religion one denomination one government one country because for there to be unity people would have to value it more than being right.
I believe in most people more than they believe in themselves. Then get hated for trying too much. I don’t want to see anyone fail. I want God to look at me when I die a see a man who pushed creation as a whole not just himself.
If you have a parent who was abused and they never worked through there shit you will feel like they use you for revenge of what the world did to them. You have to be stronger mentally you have to see people for who they are, In reality they’re still scared children.
If I died some people who knew me would be sad a lot of people probably indifferent maybe some egotistical people happy. But after some time Id just be a memory people move on so why are those opinions even a thoughts in my mind, Let’s those who love you speak and God that’s it.
Striving for Success isn’t for vanity it’s psychological warfare if my dad overdosed at 28 and I live his life so do I, If my moms has mental Illness I got her DNA if I don’t keep it in check so am I. God doesn’t show favoritism your effort is what separates you from the pack.
The person you become from trying to achieve something will outweigh the achievements your going for that’s why trying to cheat or find short cuts is bullshit you skip what’s important. The success is in the process overcoming not just looking like you did something.
I’ll always be stuck with myself and I’ll always be stuck in Gods design. So It makes sense to me to invest a lot of your energy understanding what you can never break free from.
This world is so soulless, The intensity I feel comes from how broken of a world I have to endure being in. The noise is so loud and God whispers. I accepted judgement because I’ll be gone for eternity eventually and majority of the people judging are mentally underdeveloped.
I can never fully a hate another human because I’ll never know in this life if I was them with there brain, family and circumstances if I be the exact same person I can’t measure free will. But I can hate the results of the actions and the pain it causes.