My father was 4 years old when his father tragically died from a live wire at 26 years old. I always saw this in my father.. this loss. And then the Vietnam War which completely destroyed his spirit.. leaving us… https://t.co/nFALitvSgj
The Flagellant:
Im a little sad today. but that's ok. Was yesterday as well… as i did my morning chores here on the horse ranch & stepped back inside to work on my memoir.
I did everything BUT write.
I made… https://t.co/hLvW5jzXnf
ALOT of chaos going on out there.. just sending some ❤ & 🌈 from the horse ranch. If it gets too much... go inside. And if your "self talk" is getting on your nerves... SIT DOWN WITH IT. It's probably trying… https://t.co/x62oIo5UuP
Following only my gut 2 nights ago.. I saw a comment from a stranger on Facebook on some totally random "Are you an Alcoholic?" Ad. Since I've been posting about addiction recently... they just pop up. The… https://t.co/vMJwmXKtiX
Ripped this from a friend but the fact that this is happening in Portland, Oregon right now.. is very telling about this administration & hostage of America. They can bust into our homes without a warrant & shoot… https://t.co/Lrjo3XuZ4V
All my recent @toriamos talk... and in writing my memoir, I'm not surprised I would wake up from a dream lastnight where Tori held my hand & sang this to me again. It's not the first time. She played it for me in… https://t.co/OMMddKbWK9
I strive to be relevant in a time where nothing makes sense anymore. I will convince them again. Its what made me such a good whore. I have always shown my heart & rarely lied about it. I mostly just lied to… https://t.co/aQzUYHOiJu
@jimbryson is a pretty fucking special dude. Everybody should have a Saint James. I do. He produced & played on my record, Sacred Secret. He's Canadian.
I really shouldnt have to tell you anything more. I'm… https://t.co/rv1yvrTAQO
24 years old. Cornwall, England.
Christmas time. Visiting duncanpickford & @toriamos 🌈
I was such a boy. Fresh off the boat from an America that has hurt & LOVED both me & Tori. Duncan healed us both. I see… https://t.co/8skuh7f8ZI
WRITING A MEMOIR IN BED (SOBER) : Sometimes you just gotta stop. Or just slow down. Jesus Christ, I thought bad sex was bad. (Half joking) this has become more than just writing a book. This ain't just going on a… https://t.co/XxX1d8C8bO
"STRAP THESE WINGS ONTO MY BACK.. TEST THE SUN & CANDLEWAX.. AND WATCH THE TIDE FILL UP MY LAP.. SHE CALLS ME BACK HOME.. I HEAR YOU CALL.. I DO.. SHE CALLS.."
-The Fall of Icarus @ Placerville, California https://t.co/mXhOHF8CnO
"Strap these wings onto my back.. to test the sun & candlewax.. and watch the tide fill up my lap.. just like that.. She calls me back home.. I hear you call, I do.."
-The Fall Of Icarus @ Placerville, California https://t.co/1UwB2aDp1F
On your birthday today, sweet moonchaplin I found this video of you singing to me Past The Mission by Tori Amos. Nobody could have stopped you from taking your own life... but I do hope you are somewhere safe now..… https://t.co/yOcu3pSCZA
6 years ago today. In Vancouver, Canada with @toriamos (feels like 20)
As I did my morning chores today, I listened to the entire Boys For Pele record. It's been awhile. That record got me through so much… https://t.co/LJa3dsdKjM
When asked by a friend recently what the rehab facility did that pushed me into the 360 of velcroing myself off of the deep, deep pattern of using substances to alleviate my anxiety & trauma.. I was a little bit… https://t.co/apjOWf32ft