The devil couldn’t reach me so he sent people and experiences he knew would crush me to the point of bitterness, but my God is doubling back for me to carry every emotional thing that feels too heavy to hold!
I pray I marry a man who actually wants to be married. A man who isn't out here embarrassing the family we created.. I pray I marry an honest, hardworking, loving man. I pray he has morals, goals, and boundaries. even when things get tough between us he won't give up and tries >
A therapist said that sometimes being a loner is a trauma response. You’re so use to people you love not showing up for you or walking away or you may have grown up in a toxic environment. That the only one you could depend on was YOU! So you naturally feel safe when you’re alone
Being financially comfortable. I dont have to be the richest, I just want to always be able to eat what I want , go where I want , pay my bills on time and give my kids a great life.
I came across a very interesting scripture today.
“Do not work so hard to become rich that you make yourself ill. Be wise and rest when you need to.”
Proverbs 23:4
Everybody is shocked when you start being real serious about your boundaries like yeah surprise, I'm not a people pleaser anymore so let's see how cool we really are.
i don’t wanna feel that feeling of finding out sneaky stuff & having my heart drop to my stomach ever again.. it’s just not something you get used to, it’s makes you sick every single time. finding out some stuff ab someone u thought so highly of is such a bad feeling.. like wow.
Having a man that’s in the mood for you everyday. That wants to talk to you everyday no matter how busy he is🥺A man that craves your touch, a man who cherish your friendship and advice. A man who desires your presence. A man who provides and protects 😩
Relationships are very beautiful when you and your partner are actually good friends. You show up together, share inside jokes, talk openly, have fun, and totally vibe like besties. They shouldn’t replace your actual friends, but it’s amazing when the dynamic isn't just romantic.