how it feels de se rendre compte que le gars sur qui tu as crush n’est qu’une projection de ton désir car t’as créé une image totalement erronée de lui dans ta tête donc que tu le connaissais pas vraiment
stalking her spotify playlists on the desktop version and looking at each date a song was added and cross referencing it with my own perceived timeline of events then analyzing the data and making assumptions that are probably incorrect because idk i have a lot of issues