Ngl relationships set me back. I lose my focus and sometimes even myself and i can't afford that right now. I do so much better alone.. and it's so much more to life! My time will come.
Celibacy turned me into a different breed. When you stop letting loneliness, lust, or bare minimum men access you, everything in your life upgrades. Standards evolved, peace sharpened and suddenly, nobody impressed me; not money, not looks, not fake effort, not temporary attention. Women don’t talk about this enough: the moment you choose yourself, the whole world shifts. You start seeing who’s genuine and who’s just hungry for access. You stop confusing chemistry with compatibility.
I want romance. I want intimacy. I want the 3am love making. I want consistency. I want loyalty. I want the random looks of admiration. I want to know you're just for me. I want date nights and flowers. I want love that's pure and true.
i’m so happy i was raised the way i was, i didn’t appreciate it back then, but the way some of yall talk, think, speak, get over, scheme, lie, back door, & back stab.. i’m thankful for the integrity, morals & dignity i was taught.
I asked for better… and that’s why everything around me is changing. People I thought were solid don’t fit my life anymore. Habits I used to love feel pointless. The old conversations don’t move me, the old circles don’t impress me, and the old distractions can’t reach me.
i saw a TikTok about a girl saying how she doesn't stay mad for long because either she's going to figure it out, or there's nothing that can be done about it. and as simple as that sounds is as simple as it is really
Let’s pray:
Heavenly Father, as I step into the 1st day of October, I refuse to carry the weight of yesterday into this new month. I declare that October is pregnant with miracles, breakthroughs, and divine encounters that will rewrite my story. Every tear I cried in the past months will water the harvest of joy, favor, and elevation that You are releasing now. I cancel every evil agenda against my life in this month. Every trap, delay, or attack waiting for me in October, scatter by fire! I decree that no sickness, no tragedy, no setback, and no loss will touch me or my family. Father, let the first day of October mark a shift from battles to blessings, from waiting to winning, from prayers to testimonies. October, hear my voice: you will favor me, you will lift me, and you will obey the word of the Lord concerning my destiny.
I step into October clothed with fire, surrounded by angels, and backed by heaven’s authority. My story is changing, my season is shifting, and my testimony begins NOW. This month, my hands will carry blessings I once thought were impossible. This month, I walk in divine speed, supernatural favor, and unstoppable grace. In Jesus’ mighty name,
Amen.