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[kopikoblack @jscden]

@elongmik Theres nothing wrong for choosing youself. But why do I feel so sad

[kopikoblack @jscden]

@elongmik Father has a new and complete family, Daniel has good friends. I dont have both. Still, they did not think about that. No one chose me. They just chose to leave me. They make theirselves believe its for me. So i wont be hurt. But actually not. Its for them.

[kopikoblack @jscden]

@elongmik The moment they feel like they are drained and need to be free from responsibilities and headaches, they thought the solution is to leave me.

[kopikoblack @jscden]

@elongmik Because we were more happy and sweet back then. But iloveyou even more. Each passing day. After all these years. Because dati, I pushed you to break up with me. Kahit both tayo may sin. Now, you have the mas malalang kasalanan but instead I begged you to come back to me.

[kopikoblack @jscden]

@elongmik I even forgot na ganun pala tayo dati. Ganun ka pala dati. But still iloveyou. And it did not even lessen. It grew much stronger. While yours became weaker until its gone. And I dont know why. Did you really loved me?

[kopikoblack @jscden]

@elongmik Halos araw araw at buong araw tayo naga talk sa isat isa, we are not tired of showering each other with sweet words. We update each other regularly. Evertime I sent my picture, you would always respond iloveyou and compliment me. You do that much that I cant even respond to some.

[kopikoblack @jscden]

@elongmik I am still waiting even though I know its almost impossible. Because the old you wont be able to tiis me like this.

Its like my boyfriend who loved me so much back then is gone already.

[kopikoblack @jscden]

@elongmik I miss the feeling of you loving me like this. Not wanting to let go of me. Despite everything. Because thats how i feel towards you right now. But you dont anymore. Im the only one whos hurting so much.

[kopikoblack @jscden]

@elongmik We hurt each other all these years but we were happy. Sorry because made you feel like thatl Its just that I got also tired that time. The reason why I cried is because despite you feeling that way, you did not give up on me easily. I pushed you to break up with me that time.

[kopikoblack @jscden]

@elongmik iloveyou and im sorry because you probably wont see this anymore. You made me cry again. I dont know what day will I stop crying. I miss you everyday. I check my phone regularly because i hope you will message me that you want me back. Sorry because ngayon ko lang nakita ito.