s1ca

[s1ca @jsica_____]

surround yourself with people who don’t make you feel small

[s1ca @jsica_____]

seperti nya pms kali ini agak amburadul

[s1ca @jsica_____]

No matter how many times I tell myself to be “mature”, tetep aja. I’d be lying if I said it doesnt make me sad.

🫂

[s1ca @jsica_____]

lately sesuka itu sampe depan rmh, stay di mobil dulu 15mins an, stengah sender stengah rebahan, diem hp an, kadang main game, kadang bengong, sooo peaceful

[s1ca @jsica_____]

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[s1ca @jsica_____]

Sigh 10000000x

[s1ca @jsica_____]

To be loved,
to feel loved,
to be considered

aren’t supposed to feel like they should be earned ,
by doing something,
by tolerating something,
by being okay when it’s not.

[s1ca @jsica_____]

This is not even my luteal phase yet 😭🤚🏻 why

[s1ca @jsica_____]

Lately, things feel like they’re quietly changing.
And as someone who lives so much through feelings, it always hits me in places no one notices.

But who do I run to?

That’s the thing I hate about attachment; I notice the smallest things. I wish I didn’t.

[s1ca @jsica_____]

March so far: 4/10

[s1ca @jsica_____]

I hope you listen to your intuition and stop being denial and just let things be!

Have a very peaceful night 🌙

[s1ca @jsica_____]

——
But that doesn’t just happen. If you’re lucky, it comes naturally. But in my case, it mostly feels like begging. Like I demand too much.

Maybe it’s the way I communicate. Or, maybe you just can’t force something that should come naturally.

[s1ca @jsica_____]

I can’t beg someone to treat me the way I treat them, or to have the same tendencies like I have if I care.

People love differently. Sometimes, maybe most of the time, we hope people can love us the way we need. Or at least try to learn how we want to be loved. ——

[s1ca @jsica_____]

I can see what’s going to happen if I keep tolerating things, and I think I’ve said it enough times. Being considerate is a choice, and it reflects where you stand in someone’s life. And that tells me everything I need to know, so.. I understand.

[s1ca @jsica_____]

time to expect the very bare minimum fr

[s1ca @jsica_____]

i didn’t lower my expectations, i just pretended i did

[s1ca @jsica_____]

Too available for them, they take you for granted. 🫱🏻‍🫲🏼

[ຸ @fvckfemi_]

it's so humbling to find out that you don't mean as much as u thought you did to someone.

[i am @hotter]

till lack of communication do us part