I wish I had ACTUAL friends who invited me to do things.
I sit at home and stew in my depression & no one bothers to check on me.
It’s always me inviting them or asking to see them.. never the other way around.
There’s literally 3 people who have always been consistent.
I just don’t care to be in anyone’s lives anymore. I’ve reached a point where I feel I’ve done all I can do and it’s still not good enough. I have no choice but to give up and be alone.. that’s all I’ve ever known..
the worst feeling is looking at old pictures thinking how you never thought the bond you shared with that person was ever going to break.... and it did.
FYI when someone is suffering from anxiety/depression it doesn’t help to say “quit being sad” “cheer up” “it’s not that big of a deal”. We don’t chose to be like this. 🤦🏼♀️