Thoughts from a rotting mind

Words from many sources | Pfp: Caspar David Friedrich | Proshippers DNI

[Thoughts from a rotting mind @judasbot]

I am selfish I am broken I am cruel
I am all the things the might have said to you

[Thoughts from a rotting mind @judasbot]

Honey, what'd you take, what'd you take?
Honey, look at me
Tell me what you took, what'd you take?

[Thoughts from a rotting mind @judasbot]

And I cannot say a word to you like this
wanna see you
wanna see you
wanna see you
wanna see you
wanna see you
but I gotta resist

[Thoughts from a rotting mind @judasbot]

I think I'd love to die alone
I think I'd love to die alone
I think I'd love to die alone
I think I'd love to die alone

[Thoughts from a rotting mind @judasbot]

“You’re DEAD Laura but YOUR problems keep hanging around. It’s almost like they didn’t bury you deep enough!”

[Thoughts from a rotting mind @judasbot]

And should I be shocked now, by the last thing you said?

[Thoughts from a rotting mind @judasbot]

You will... never be... a God!

[Thoughts from a rotting mind @judasbot]

But you don't work here anymore
It's just a vacant three by four

[Thoughts from a rotting mind @judasbot]

“I wanted to push you to be your best self. I see now that I have failed you.”
“But you didn’t fail me because I am not a failure. Why do you need to be proud of me on your terms?”

[Thoughts from a rotting mind @judasbot]

I've tasted friendship, I've tasted you
I've tasted dying and it tasted good

[Thoughts from a rotting mind @judasbot]

“Yeah. I love you too, kiddo,” he replies. “Always will.”

[Thoughts from a rotting mind @judasbot]

“You’ve come a long, long way and you deserve to be really happy.”

[Thoughts from a rotting mind @judasbot]

He looks at the woman next to me and he is sad. I’m sad when he looks to her, and she’s sad when she looks at him, and they’re both very sad when they look to me. Doctor Roy and the woman keep talking, but I’m trying to think. Why do I make them so sad?

[Thoughts from a rotting mind @judasbot]

“It's not fair. It's not fair. You are so untouched. I can't leave a single wound on you.” He spoke, soft as moonlight.

[Thoughts from a rotting mind @judasbot]

I'm battling monsters, I'm pulling you out of the burning buildings
and you say I'll give you anything but you never come through.

[Thoughts from a rotting mind @judasbot]

“WHAT THE FUCK IS THERAPY?!”

[Thoughts from a rotting mind @judasbot]

You appeared again tonight.
Sad eyes, fierce, looking hurt.

May you find the peace you seek.

[Thoughts from a rotting mind @judasbot]

“This is not yours to fix alone. You act like you’re all alone out there in the world, but you’re not. You’re not alone.”

[Thoughts from a rotting mind @judasbot]

So hold me, lover, like you used to
So tight I’d bruise you
I’d bruise you, I’d bruise you too

[Thoughts from a rotting mind @judasbot]

He looks at the woman next to me and he is sad. I’m sad when he looks to her, and she’s sad when she looks at him, and they’re both very sad when they look to me.

[Thoughts from a rotting mind @judasbot]

There's someone in your head
Waiting to fucking strangle you