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[֯ ⁎ 𓉸ྀི @doverots]

god loves you, but not enough to save you.

[֯ ⁎ 𓉸ྀི @doverots]

i can still smell the fire, though i know it’s long died out.

[֯ ⁎ 𓉸ྀི @doverots]

try loving someone so much your mouth is only at home in the place where your teeth meet the flesh of your beloved.

[֯ ⁎ 𓉸ྀི @doverots]

to live is to eat others.

[֯ ⁎ 𓉸ྀི @doverots]

who can presume to know the heart of a dragon?

[֯ ⁎ 𓉸ྀི @doverots]

time eats all his children in the end.

[֯ ⁎ 𓉸ྀི @doverots]

home is the first grave.

[֯ ⁎ 𓉸ྀི @doverots]

i’ll adore you, as a drowned person does the sea.

[֯ ⁎ 𓉸ྀི @doverots]

i know it will hurt ╱ his eyes are like the space between the stars ╱ so very cold ╱ it’s home to me in a way my body is not.

[֯ ⁎ 𓉸ྀི @doverots]

all i want is one thing. to keep the others safe. they mean so much to me.

[֯ ⁎ 𓉸ྀི @doverots]

despite everything, it’s still you.

[ً @holyaches]

and all i loved， i loved alone.

[ً @holyaches]

i did not mean to become like this: a monster， a leviathan. a killer， a weapon of war. but i know nothing of peace， and what solace can i seek if not in blood?

[ً @holyaches]

if i touched you， if i kissed you limb by limb， i could teach you your body.

[ً @holyaches]

not many， but a few people loved me， and although i didn't know it， it's what was keeping my head above the water. it was love that kept me alive all those years.

[ً @holyaches]

i love you. i feel as though we were never strangers， you and i， not even for a moment.

[ً @holyaches]

there are times when i do not choose healing. i'm stubborn. i choose self—destruction instead hoping that i will learn what it's like to have wounds again. and i learn and learn and learn again.

[ً @holyaches]

when i think about you， flowers grow out of my grave.

[ً @holyaches]

i want you to know that it is okay not to love me. i want you to know that you are not the first person who found it a little too tough， who took two steps back when my jaws started snapping.

[ً @holyaches]

i want to bind together our bodies， intertwine our bones. i want you to devour me. to watch you， strip off all layers of my flesh and digest.