i am 26 years old
– no job
– no car
– no boyfriend
– my sleep schedule is synced to a dude who yells “LET’S GOOO CHAT”
– I know streamer lore better than my own family history
– refresh twitch page every 5 minutes
– no social life
is it over for me yes or no
sometimes i mourn for the life i could have without raging anxiety, depression and fluctuating emotions. but i would have never known who i am without them either.
i dont know how to say this but i have an exam on china's geography and history where i have to memorise basically everything and i havent staryed stidying