im pretty okay with just a lot of crying sesh but like im nt crying of it anymore. numb ffs ๐ซค
yeah wht a life. just making my parents stress of me and disappointed in me but yeah what could i do. life nvr rlly went the way i wanted. not a smart ass. so now shud work hard 4 it
its like hoping for a miracle but doesnโt work for it ๐ค. like i just prepared it for a few days. math was pretty easy tho(?) but those psychologic thing uhhhโฆ nvm im just dumb.
should be realistic on snbt after tht yet still did not. wth was wrong with me tht time
lol okay i really canโt recover from it yet ig๐
wkwkwk just 3x rejected by ugm and still that hurts a lot๐โโ๏ธ๐โโ๏ธ nah ig i just really am not serious in studying tho. so whos to blame? ya its me๐. like tf am i applying fk iup but not preparing for it๐. call out me 4 tht
shouldโve just put usu ๐โโ๏ธ๐โโ๏ธ๐โโ๏ธ and still being super idealistic on fk ugm. lots of regret yet not๐. cuz i donโt wanna be in town but like thats the best choice but i could just not. what a way to ruin life and ppl expectation on me lol. but thTs fine
lol okay i really canโt recover from it yet ig๐
wkwkwk just 3x rejected by ugm and still that hurts a lot๐โโ๏ธ๐โโ๏ธ nah ig i just really am not serious in studying tho. so whos to blame? ya its me๐. like tf am i applying fk iup but not preparing for it๐. call out me 4 tht
but anyway im so proud seeing everyone fight for their uni. what a flashback. congrats to everyone who made it to their dream uni.donโt be sad if u fail, a lot of chances out there even tho still there is a lingering ache/feel for a long time. i donโt even recover from it yet lol
but anyway im so proud seeing everyone fight for their uni. what a flashback. congrats to everyone who made it to their dream uni.donโt be sad if u fail, a lot of chances out there even tho still there is a lingering ache/feel for a long time. i donโt even recover from it yet lol
this is an overthink time and thats the prob why my headache gets worse each day lmaoo
should ijbol or what?! bcs like im the one making myself this sick!! what a sicc ass ๐ญ
first and last for that traumatic event of my life yet what an experience.
SHOULDโve listened to my mom and just choose being a monashian lasttime๐
but bruh what is life without struggle, regrets, pain, and tears LOL
but should rlly thanks my parents tho!!
still wishing i could do the biomed engineering at oz tho but damn let it be!!
medical school maybe im coming for u but will see. hoping for that scholarship, amen!!
but i wonder if i am taking med school or biotech in the future loll๐ฉ aiming on being richer faster (manifest)
wanna upgrade my english skills to the next level lololollll
recoms good books please (motivation book is pretty good too)
slack my head cuz lack of reading this yearโผ๏ธ๐ couldโve improved but didNOT