heidi

are u following me cuz u wanna bounce on my meat or cuz u think i’m funny, eng/fr/ع

[heidi @jujustukaised]

I probably have an eating disorder but i have a job so idrc about that rn

[heidi @jujustukaised]

some people should’ve never have had children

[heidi @jujustukaised]

lol my parents punishing us by not giving us food is insane like now ure letting ur kids know they should only eat when they deserve it

[heidi @jujustukaised]

insanity

[heidi @jujustukaised]

me: nahhh I haven’t even lost that much weight
also me on my trousers:

[heidi @jujustukaised]

@satoruspo 🙁 Love u ryn

[heidi @jujustukaised]

EVERYWHERE I GO I KEEP GETTING REMINDED OF STARVING FUUUUUCCKKK MEEEEEE

[heidi @jujustukaised]

this one day I went to Pilates with my friends and ate well and went cycling with them and other days I cant look at myself in the mirror without crying So.. guess this is just the process

[heidi @jujustukaised]

trying to live with the eating disorder and some days its working and other days the thoughts are Debilitating

[heidi @jujustukaised]

@woolyangel Hey bae

[heidi @jujustukaised]

Who was gonna tell me that lifting weights will give u the hunger of a beast that just crawled out its cave after 3 cold winters

[heidi @jujustukaised]

Going on a run before uni and after uni and during the weeks I’m doing a marathon + skipping 10 hours + every YouTube workout + 1 million steps

[heidi @jujustukaised]

My irl keeps posting pics of her Apple Watch showing she burned 1k cals. Yk what that means. Competition time

[heidi @jujustukaised]

@bfyaoi I swear it always gives me that illusion like I guess 2 inches taller than someone actually is when theyre skinny

[heidi @jujustukaised]

Being 5’4 is the worst height cuz u will look 5’0 if ure chubby but 5’8 if ure skinny

[heidi @jujustukaised]

Hmmm… its not too bad though right

[heidi @jujustukaised]

@satoruspo Hey rynnie bear 🐻

[heidi @jujustukaised]

My dad commenting on my body….. oh he’s finished i hope he %##

[heidi @jujustukaised]

@satoruspo @delilahislying Good morning imrunning late 😛

[heidi @jujustukaised]

He left me on read this is the end of the world

[heidi @jujustukaised]

@j3nrexic me after eating this to reach my ugw