July’s winter

conclusions and concepts of a creative mind

[July’s winter @julyswinter]

I live in a world coloured in black and white.
in my realm of living there seems to be no existence of a grey gradient.

-july’s winter.

[July’s winter @julyswinter]

is what’s scarier knowing or not knowing despite it still happening..?

-july’s winter.

[July’s winter @julyswinter]

And so it turns out that I am inevitably always the problem…

-july’s winter.

[- @czwznz]

ابلع مشاعرك حتى لو تغص فيها
it’s okay

[July’s winter @julyswinter]

I dreamed of a paradise for myself.
of comfort.
of happiness.
of ease of mind.
a paradise.
only to be met again with the gates of a scorching hot place of such hell.
bound to it.
forced upon me.
in life.
and in death.
forever chained to it.

-july’s winter.

[July’s winter @julyswinter]

putting in any effort to stop thinking about something, does not make it any more “not real”.

[July’s winter @julyswinter]

like the sun, I shine with warmth
but too much
..they accuse me of burning them
so I turn myself into a moon
till I believe I was a moon from the start
but do they believe?
do I know?
am I sure?

like the moon, I hide away in coldness
waiting for a sun to emit it’s warmth

[July’s winter @julyswinter]

I want to be number one.
not in looks..
not in smarts..
not in knowledge..
not in holiness..
not in..anything…
I want to be the number one in someone’s life.

-july’s winter.

[July’s winter @julyswinter]

hello! hope you enjoy this one, i was wondering about what could be a better form for me to upload my writings and who better to ask than the ones reading it. so i hope if you see this and gave a better form of uploading to not be afraid to comment it, thank you!

-july’s winter.

[July’s winter @julyswinter]

Words with an ownership of a belonging to me, which will not be spilled onto paper by a hand of which does not harbor the pen of my heart, mind and soul’s ink.

-July’s winter.