iโve been having better days recently. iโve been trying to force myself to do things that make me uncomfortable to break the negative cycle. but im scared that without the sadness & the Bad i will be all alone. there is comfort in the sadness
One of the reasons I donโt like talking about suicidal ideation is because when people assume I want to die they will think that โI wanted it anywaysโ if I ever die of other reasons and theyโll think I was happy or something that I died
Being an adult means that every few days, you have to spend at least $35. Even if you donโt think you need anything, the universe will manifest something for you to spend $35 on. All must pay.
@m4r4na_13 i think the bigger issue is if people find the profile, i use a fake name and dont post my face or too many personal detail so i always have plausible deniability
this isnt the type of thing you want friends/parents/employers/school to find
@m4r4na_13 ive done it when i was on leftwt, musictwt, transtwt and snowleopardtwt, i just specifically think shed, drug and klepto or other illegal/frowned upon subtwts are a bad idea
It's crazy that there's a tool out there that's become vital to they way I do my job, parent my kids, and make major life decisions; and yet we barely spend more on it than AI