you know what? i hate everyone who was involved in making gunil go through all of this whether it be directly or indirectly. yes, every single one of them and tbh a part of me doesn’t even wish for him to return to the group anymore bcs deep down i know that if he ever comes back he’ll still receive all the hate, blame, and unnecessary complaints all over again bcs the one they dont like is HIM and honestly i don’t think he deserves to go through any of that ever again. he’s been through enough. i just want him to be happy and at peace, even if that means being somewhere far away from all of this.....
i think i need to accept the fact that xdiz are never gonna be the same anymore and my feelings to them also changed forever at least as long as they dont have gunil with them. what made me feel the happiest now only makes me sad and hollow. it hurts so bad but i still love them.
the way kvillains on my tl now are SOO satisfyed with the concert. cus xdiz fixed everything they complained about in june. and i hate it so much cus we as i-villains are literally crying and feeling empty. and they are happy. fuck them, fuck everyone, i hate it so much
I will give my honest opinion on the show. It was great, again I truly believe xdiz always put their 1000010% into every performance. But I just felt like the vibe was off without gunil. Sometimes the ments felt rushed and there was even a moment where joo forgot to read his +
my tl is FULL of fancams from the concert, they did so well as always and i'm so happy they seemed to enjoy their time, but the excitement, the spark... it's just not there. i feel nothing but a heavy heart watching everything :(
gunil, kamu nulis lirik ini dan kamu kasih untuk kita, sekarang kita persembahkan untuk dimanapun kamu berada ya.
“dear gunil, 𝙞 𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪. walopun gapaian tanganku kini tak lagi sampai padamu. aku hanya ingin kamu bahagia.”
oq mais me adoece é chegar em casa absurdamente cansada e mentalmente exausta e não poder ler um smut muitíssimo bem narrado por alguém cujo inglês não é seu primeiro idioma para acalmar meus demônios internos