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Failing but in a way that makes my life seem okay.

[Aika 【ABYSS】➭ PAX MELBOURNE @AikaAmanai]

HAPPY SPOOKY 1ST!
I hope you all enjoy this years Halloween model 🤩
You’ll see my and all my eyes on stream throughout the month, along with some spooky ooky giveaways and fun community events!
Make sure you come along for plenty of cool chances to win steam keys, merch and more! 🫶🏻

#vtuberen #halloweendebut

[Aika 【ABYSS】➭ PAX MELBOURNE @AikaAmanai]

FACE REVEAL ON X?
A fun little clip of me partially piloting my model (without extremes).
I love how expressive she can be and I am going to attempt to rig my next model to be even more expressive!
And yes, I do look like this when I talk normally day to day 😂

[Aika 【ABYSS】➭ PAX MELBOURNE @AikaAmanai]

Why does it feel like every day someone comes into a stream or comment section and says that vtubers are dumb, try too hard, can’t get a real job, or something to that effect?
Dude, I’m a smart, hardworking professional. I wake up every morning, make my fkn breakfast, go to work and come home just like you. The fact that I don’t want you to SEE the face that gets home after that day is entirely up to me.
Leave vtubers alone, man. Just because we tell the silly stories and anecdotes doesn’t mean you can sht on us for no reason.

[J @june_seve_]

Using this as my personal thought dump ig

[J @june_seve_]

The places all look the same after a while, don’t they?

[Aika 【ABYSS】➭ PAX MELBOURNE @AikaAmanai]

Hello it’s this weeks schedule!
We’re zooming in with some more Breathedge and Mass effect and then (hopefully possibly) some wife time!
Mimo and I will be playing Sephiria once again!
Aaaaaaaand Friday I’ll finally be taking some sleepo time finally, giving myself a lil break since I now jump straight into debut prep >:)
Can’t wait to hang out with you all!

[Aika 【ABYSS】➭ PAX MELBOURNE @AikaAmanai]

Sooooo I’ve been working on this behind the scenes… I AM SO EXCITED about how expressive this face is!

She’s far from complete but over the 50+ drawing hours and the two days of rigging so far…. Safe to say I’m OBSESSED!

Please be kind, this is only my third model rig!

[Bao The Whale 🐳 @baovtuber]

I haven’t been acting like myself at all. I feel that this year poisoned me deeply and all I’m not able to focus on anything but all the negatives. It’s all I can think about and it’s not fair to air it out in a space that’s trying to heal.

I am impulsive and don’t think things through, I wear my emotions on my sleeve and that is a terrible combination. It’s irresponsible and really dangerous.

I’m very sorry. At worse I am dumb as fuck, not malicious.

[Aika 【ABYSS】➭ PAX MELBOURNE @AikaAmanai]

Part 2 of my How to VTuber Merch series is out! 💖
This time I’m sharing my favorite merch suppliers + how I choose what items to make for Aika 🌙
If you’re planning your own VTuber merch, this one’s for you 🦋
🎥 In the replies below~!
#VTuber #VTuberMerch #CreatorTips

[Aika 【ABYSS】➭ PAX MELBOURNE @AikaAmanai]

HEY VTUBER~
Do you want your own merch? Don't know how to start?
Well guess what?
I'm starting a video series on how to make your own merch!
You can check out the first video in my series over on the red app~ Make sure you follow along because I'll be doing short deep dives into topics covered in the video! (check replies)

[J @june_seve_]

Ket. https://t.co/H218qANGzO

[J @june_seve_]

Every day I fall more and more in love with my colours, I wouldn't be myself without them! https://t.co/ABntttssDU

[J @june_seve_]

Now why would I go all the way to hogsbreath when I can make my own avo mushroom wraps 😻😻💜 https://t.co/6vxb3jpONd

[J @june_seve_]

Life's good when you can make rainbow roses out of your hair. https://t.co/kvtENi3NkE

[J @june_seve_]

When you have earrings to match your cat~ https://t.co/PIlJJ8yw3U

[J @june_seve_]

Freshly made up for work~ https://t.co/YguOO6msYq

[J @june_seve_]

Just posted a photo https://t.co/218ck69aee

[J @june_seve_]

So I figured out a new way to help find my cat in the dark... https://t.co/uzfjwd8TaB

[J @june_seve_]

#rainbowqueen https://t.co/IXoaZTWMs5

[J @june_seve_]

When your cat meows at you and walks over to your bed oNLY TO SIT ON YOU AND NOT LET YOU MOVE OK YOU FLUFFY ASSHOLE.