Lost

| I don’t trust anything or anyone, below the sun |

[Lost @junethemo0n]

Hey , was you able to get Loyaly Badge at https://t.co/4RfL4DYVte?

I tried but got unlucky , was not eligible😕 , you are really lucky if you get one..

Oh , site will look better and smoother in pc btw, GL!⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠‍‌‌‌

[Lost @junethemo0n]

Hey , was you able to get Loyaly Badge at https://t.co/4RfL4DYVte?

I tried but got unlucky , was not eligible😕 , you are really lucky if you get one..

Oh , site will look better and smoother in pc btw, GL!‍​‌‌‌‌‍‍‌⁠​⁠

[Lost @junethemo0n]

Hey , was you able to get Loyaly Badge at https://t.co/4RfL4DYVte?

I tried but got unlucky , was not eligible😕 , you are really lucky if you get one..

Oh , site will look better and smoother in pc btw, GL!⁠‍

[Lost @junethemo0n]

It’s really hard loving someone you know won’t be forever. All I would love is to build a life with them and I know that isn’t an option, but I love them and how I feel with them is enough for me to stay with them.

[Lost @junethemo0n]

It’s exhausting being alone all the time.

[Lost @junethemo0n]

I almost kissed my work crush today and like I’m living for it

[Lost @junethemo0n]

Thanks for coming to my Ted talk.

[Lost @junethemo0n]

I thought about the last fight I had with my old boss yesterday. It presented when someone I really care for brushed me off and said “you will never change” and I spiraled bad.

[Lost @junethemo0n]

I know I’m a toxic person, my BPD makes me that way, but that isn’t an excuse to treat the people I care about like that. If I ever made you feel that way I am sorry. I am working on being less toxic and I never meant to make anyone feel that way.

[Lost @junethemo0n]

Been exhausted lately, looked at my hours for the week and hit 70 🙃 guess that would be why

[Lost @junethemo0n]

That was my first screaming red flag. I should have ran. But i didn’t. I was 19 and dumb and in love with the wrong guy.

[Lost @junethemo0n]

Had a random flashback to when I first told my ex i loved him. I was 19 and we had been dating/living together for a month and when I told him i loved him and asked if he loved me he responded “i shouldnt have to tell you to reassure you i wouldn’t do what i do if I didn’t”

[Lost @junethemo0n]

When does missing you get easier? When does the holidays stop making me want to curl in a ball and cry. 10 years and I still miss you and still wish I could hug you again.

[Lost @junethemo0n]

Not the burnout getting a second job to be even more burnt out. At least I get to see puppies everyday now so maybe I’ll get some serotonin from that

[Lost @junethemo0n]

I’m so thankful my bosses appreciate me, but fuck I’m just so burnt out and tired and like I just need a week off 😔😔

[Lost @junethemo0n]

Sometimes you got to accept that a grown 50 year man still blames you for his in capabilities to run a restaurant