so much of adulthood is just grieving in secret. grieving ex lovers, grieving dead friendships, grieving your parents sinking into old age, grieving the person you thought you'd grow into. grieving cities you never got to live in. grieving parts of you that couldn't survive.
people actually underestimate the psychological trauma make up has on women am not even jk. like feelin unable to look at your bare face in the mirror w/o triggering a cascade of negative emotions that ruins ur day? Dreading being seen w/o makeup to the point u dont want to-
Your twenties are only as good as your family is rich. If they have money, it's a decade of frivolous travel, partying, and entertainment. If they don't have money, it's a miserable low experience point grind until you eventually have the means of standing on your own.