I’m never planning anything ever again. I had organised something for my 21st birthday in a couple weeks but everything has gone out the window because I now need to attend my grandmas funeral, yes on my birthday, and all but one of my friends suddenly can’t make it. kms
maybe I am recovered actually, I ate in public, on the beach, in a bathing suit. and I did not care. a year ago I would have offed myself at the thought of eating even a crumb in public.
finally bit the bullet and weighed myself and I’ve maintained this entire time, now I can believe people when they say that eating maintenance doesn’t make you gain
as if my life couldn’t get any worse I just found out my grandma is going to die, she could go in an hour or in 3 days and I can’t even be there because I’m 300 miles away
just found out my mum and step dad have split up and they’re selling the house, no one even told me so idk where I’m gonna go when I have to go home in 3 weeks