an acceptance of loving what the movies made you. how those images affected your relationship with sex, death, voyeurism, being desired, and what turns you on, and finding a weird fascination in how all of that can be tangled together. a few scenes had me fucking levitating.
also #noticing how much the country i’ll just call antinegra (an anagram) is in this convo, which
1) should tell you no good will come of it
2) is bc they’re white
there’s a conversation to be had about wwe pushing samoans so much bc they feel they’re close enough to black culture without actually being black that wwe can push them instead
it’s like buying those off brand products @ the grocery store bc you don’t wanna go w/ the name brand