being told that i feel things too deeply and that i verbalize them in such a way that almost too vivid to ignore - makes me proud? that others can identify that i’m passionate about what matters to me but said statement didn’t come as a compliment.
You either a) entertain shit too long in this life because you too forgiving or too optimistic…always looking for silver lining
or you b) quit shit too early to see it through avoiding disappointment and abandonment
I’ve been an A) person forever tryna find the middle ground
my birthday is coming up and I’m not gone lie if you wanna be in my life make it known or get the fuck cause feds finna do a sweep and I’m getting rid of people idgaf and that’s just how I feel lmaoooo
an area i don’t subscribe to in romance is the idea that i have to earn your care, consideration and love. to a certain extent, sure. but overall, my love is free. my care, my consideration is free — unless i am given reason to make my love, care and consideration not free/exist.
i used to use social media hoping to be understood not realizing that im a woman of complexity
now i post with the intention of not even being perceived