✦•┈๑⋅⋯ masterpiece of #drugtwt#shedrtwt ⋯⋅๑┈•✦
✦ʚ romanticising rock bottom till i eventually k!ll myself ɞ✦
⁺˚⋆。°✩ i love my bad coping mechanisms✩°。⋆˚⁺
it’s so bad cause he wants me to recover and i’m letting him think that i am but rlly and truly i don’t want to recover i wanna keep cutting myself and doing drugs and getting worse cause that’s all ik how to do and it feels good and comfortable
@mil0sw33tt3a yea same i promised i wouldn’t relapse but i do every week and hide it it’s so much worse when they care so much cause it makes you feel a bit guilty esp when ur used to ppl not caring but u said it so right i just wanna get worse and worse and prove that the suffering is real
i don’t like when my friends care so much and make a big deal out of me cutting like guys i love doing this and i actually don’t wanna get better i feel like im being forced into recovery it’s very annoying
gosh i’m so annoyed with my friend acting like a lil kid just grow up already i can only feel bad for so long it’s draining me i’ve got enough shit i deal with i can’t be asked to deal with urs too it’s so self centered and inconsiderate maybe im just heartless