i feel so awful bc not only does it affect me but everyone else around me too. and its not even enjoyable. half of the food i binge on isn't even good i just want that full feeling. i hate it so much and i want this to stop
idk where else to turn to.. idk if anyone remembers me, i haven't been active for a while... but my bulimia has gotten SEVERE. i am bp/ing anywhere from 1-4 times a day. food is all i think about. what all my money goes to. i cant stop eating my family's food.,.
i just purged for the third time or maybe fourth time i dont know this is just a small fraction of what i have purged. using my fiances card without him knowing btw to fund all of this i feel horrible lol.
i do not dare to step on that scale after relapsing in b/p i can tell ive gained weight I JUST KNOW hopefully now that ive bounced back or am trying to restrict again most of it is water retention that will shed off