💭THOUGHTS!
Oh, what a chapter! Munkkwa, the author you are, seriously! 🫰🏼
The plot keeps plotting. While I have no idea where the story will take us next, I have one absolute certainty: if our theory holds and Ideum’s teenage crush was indeed Jaeyi’s older brother, Jiseong, Jaeyi’s insecurities are going to bring out his worst self. The words he spoke today will almost certainly come back to haunt (and hurt) Ideum, even if unintentionally. Hold that thought!
On the surface, Jaeyi and Ideum seem worlds apart. Look beyond their facades, however, and they share far more than they realize. Both carry deeply rooted insecurities inflicted by the very people meant to love them. Ideum’s psychological wounds stem from his mother, the person who should have nurtured him; while Jaeyi’s stem from his older brother, who should have been his ultimate support system.
For a long time, Jaeyi has built a wall around himself, acting nonchalant as if nothing and no one can reach him. When Woochan mentions, “It’s not easy giving up on something you love,” it hints at a painful truth: Jaeyi likely had to sacrifice his own ambitions so his brother could step into the spotlight. Because his brother was sick while Jaeyi was "healthy," Jaeyi had to swallow his own desires to avoid being branded as selfish. The "tough guy" front, as Woochan calls it, is pure self-defense. Jaeyi tries not to care, but he cares deeply; he’s actually a natural.
When he claims, “I just feel sorry for him,” when talking about Ideum, we as readers know that is only half the story. His actions toward Ideum go far beyond mere sympathy. Every time Ideum doubts or diminishes himself, Jaeyi goes out of his way to try to restore his confidence, displaying a vulnerable, human level of care.
When Jaeyi says that Ideum is the exact opposite of Jiseong, he seems to be reflecting on how his brother puts himself out there despite his "scar." That overwhelming presence has driven Jaeyi to hide their connection entirely just to exist as his own person. With Ideum, Jaeyi finally feels needed, not as a shadow or a caretaker, but as an individual.
Which brings us to the inevitable tension: if Jiseong re-enters the picture, even the smallest hint of hesitation or doubt from Ideum will trigger Jaeyi's defenses, unleashing the "shit boyfriend" persona Woochan warned us about from day one.
We shall see, but AH! I’m so excited!
I love how Munkkwa seamlessly weaves potential angst right beneath all the humour and spiciness. All I have to say for now is I love both boys a lot and I want to know THAT place too iykyk 😏
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